i miss home

today i spent most of my time sleeping... because i had a bad case of tonsilitis. i woke up coughing blood and phlegm (yak) and was really burning with high fever while my head was spinning :-p well i assume the blood was just an irritation of my throat (at sana wala namang akong TB wehehe...)

so i was faced with another challenge... sick + homesickness = crying :-P para akong bata =)) until now my throat still hurts and i'm having a hard time swallowing my food. i miss nanay. i miss tatay. i miss home. pero what can i do? mag-isa lang ako dito :-P so after weeping, i decided to move - as in gumalaw mula sa paghiga :-P

i started with my lunch at 2pm. ate some soup and bought some bread from the nearby conbini. i did chores to pass time and watched jap tv. but i still got the headache so once in a while i sleep. i overdosed my self with white flower :)) i was planning to go to Church since it's Good Friday. but the weather was not so good so i decided to stay in the apartment. i prayed the stations of the cross at the loft then after some time slept again. sleep-think-chores-eat-sleep-think-watch tv-sleep ... this was basically my routine for the day.

i still miss home but i'm glad as of this moment i'm still alive... hopefully tomorrow's going to be a good day... mahirap mag-isa na may sakit...kaya bawal magkasakit. maybe a walk in the park or a short travel or tambay in a nearby coffee shop will refresh me...

haay... 460++ days to go...